These days I seem to think a lot

About everything. And there are a LOT of things I would like to say, but I just don’t know how. I guess you can’t forget everything… But, repeating to myself, this is the time. This is my time. Why the people is so complicated sometimes?

I’m amazed of how “you” appear in my life every time i’m in this kinda situation, I just don’t get how you know it! You just do it, and in a fine way I must admit. I did miss talking to you, you’re refreshing. How many years since our last talk? 2? I don’t remember…

I like to think, that are several “ones” for all of us. You put that idea in my mind like about 6 years ago. You convinced me that it was impossible that we had just “one”… You told me, that we were “ones to each other”. That in a future… We’ll understand it and perhaps, just perhaps we will be ready for “us”.

I lost the count of how many times I’ve heard that. Not only from you… I’m tired of listening that sentence. You’re the one for me, but not now. ¬¬. Yeah right. Bullshit. I just wonder… do you really need to feel ok with yourself by saying that? to feel that you’re not being such an ass? Why on heaven’s sake are you so coward?

Well, I must say… I don’t believe it. When you say that, it’s clear in my mind that it’s time for me to go. And I know, other “YOUs” will come, and will say that AGAIN. But… I’ll laugh, ‘cause… I’ll know they we’ll be just “another kind of you”.

Please, will you give me a break? I don’t need bullshit. I don’t want bullshit. I have better things to do. I got LIFE to do. I gotta find my principal “one”–> myself. And that’s the best one you’ll ever imagine, yesterday, today and tomorrow.

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